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TALK ABOUT YOURSELF MOAR PLZ
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I hung out with the bassist from Of Montreal tonight. He was a really funny guy.
Good times were had. We threw knifes at a fence and drank beers.
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carlan
Posts: 885
@ 9:59 AM Nov 22, 2009
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Maegan! Please make me facebook poplular. I think you will be able to find me if you search i_he4rt@hotmail.com? Let me know though, I have ridiculous privacy/search settings because I'm apparently the only person in with my name
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carlan
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@ 10:00 AM Nov 22, 2009
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*I think I wrote your name wrong, sorry
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I don't really know what to say except that I don't want to hang out with people anymore. Everyone in this city is certifiably insane. It does not help that they're drunks, either. Boys are with Grandmama, Sean is working, I decide to go out tonight. I just left the bar at 4:18am. I had two beers and a half shot of gin the entire time I was there and I want to fucking strangle someone. It was my ex-roommate's (who co-owns said bar) birthday, but that is no special occasion really, he's drunk most of the time. His abhorrent ex-girlfriend was also there, and so were several choice characters. The night starts out awesome as usual, peaks, and fucking plummets. One friend is asking to be punched in the face, literally, by two girls, one of which obliges minimally, the other of which (abhorrent ex) will not stop talking shit about almost going to maybe punch him. Another friend is "trying" to offer fucking counsel (like he knows some shit) to roommate and ex (who have been apart for almost two years, yet maintain a very obviously toxic relationship). Another friend is telling me he is going to drive to Chile because he has nothing left here (which is a lie) and when I ask about his brand new girlfriend he says she said she'd follow? Are you kidding me am I supposed to be believing this? And then he starts off on some truly crazy shit that makes me worry a little about his state of mind. The night ended with me physically removing ex-roommate from his own bar while his toxic hooker ex peed VD all over the ladies' room and then me and Chile-bound walking him home, make that stumbling him home like a fucking three-man potato sack race. Grown ass men and women acting this way? Everyone in this city is in their own personal Hell.
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aida
Posts: 315
@ 1:38 PM Nov 22, 2009
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i just got really high for the first time in years last night. i ate so much crap at mcdonalds. i don't know why i'm awake right now. i feel like shit
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hails
Posts: 3314
@ 3:11 PM Nov 22, 2009
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ashlynn, I know what you mean. I rarely go out anymore because it's just depressing.
I used to drink a ton, blacked out more than I care.
now I'm lucky if I have more than 2 drinks and I just get to see how sad and pathetic everything truly is.
also I've had this cough for damn near a week now and I'm ready to pay someone money to get rid of it. I just want to sleeeeep.
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Ashlynn, I used to be somewhat of a regular at this bar I know of in Connecticut. It was fun for a while, until I realized everyone was repeating the same depressing actions over and over and over again. I was always the same people, doing the same things, acting like idiots and looking for some tiny bit of drama to mull over.
Some of these people, I considered close friends. I do miss them, and going to this place to hang out with them on occasion, but every day I'm grateful for not getting caught up in their bullshit.
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What have you tried for your cough?
It is depressing. Very depressing. I feel incredibly fortunate to have a family and reasons to not be a drunken idiot. I miss having fun and going out to do things and acting like I have nothing to worry about but last night really killed a lot of that for me. To see grown people, late 20s to 30s, business owners and such, acting like they never learned how to be adults. It's fucking mindblowing. Pathetic is a very appropriate word, Haily Hailey?Hailee Hails. To give you some sort of POV shot of my night, very dear friend on my left I think is off of his meds, and drinking heavily. Asking me if I can see "things" in the unlit kitchen, not believing me when I say no, drawing symbols on the crossword we were working on like I am a fucking mason and supposed to know what the shit he is talking about, and then the whole Chile conversation happened, and then I find out he is "sensitive" to static electricity??? What fucking world am I in?? I am losing my mind by this point because while all of that shit is happening, I've got Sad-face "Just hit me" dude stumbling around, looking actually very sad - he asked me if I wanted to go home, but not knowing how to interpret that I couldn't say yes. He could have not realized at the moment who he was talking to and might have been asking me to go home with him, or he could have been asking me to take him to his house (same as Ex-Roommate) because he couldn't stand being at the bar anymore, what was I supposed to do? And then belligerent Ex-Roommate is nearly crying hating everything somehow stuck with that stupid and obnoxious hooker of an ex-girlfriend clinging to his balls with every ounce of steel-gripped cuntliness, not letting his drunk ass ever forget her or get over their past relationship in which she cheated, Standing behind the bar fucking FEEDING him shots of Jameson when he is clearly already fucking wasted, and then I have to carry his ass home??? AND SOMEONE (same dude who only ever badgers me about shit when he sees me out) IS SUGGESTING THEY GET MARRIED? Are you out of your fucking mind?? Like, seriously trying to talk them into getting back together. FUCKIN GOOD ONE, DUDE. That was when I decided it was time for Ex-Roommate to go home. Luckily it is only three or maaaaybe four blocks away from the bar. I came home and I felt fucking dirty disgusting. I wanted to go to brunch today (which is at that bar - and many others but I liked theirs), will that happen now? Who knows I am just fed up.
Sam, that is exactly how I feel about all of this.
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carlan it's not letting me search youuuu
i made my privacy settings so you can add me through this link though
www.facebook.com/maegaggles
IM VERY TOP SECRET AS WELL
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hails
Posts: 3314
@ 5:16 PM Nov 22, 2009
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just like cough drops, tussin, and ibuprofen.
I know I probably need a nasal spray but I don't have a normal doctor and I don't feel like doing the leg work right now
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Honey works very well. I was having the same problem a few weeks back and I mixed honey and lemon juice and my cough was definitely quiet that night.
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hails
Posts: 3314
@ 6:12 PM Nov 22, 2009
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I tried honey in my tea last night, also whiskey honey tea.
I'm not a huge honey fan and I don't think it worked too well :(
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svenbjorn
Posts: 176
@ 6:34 PM Nov 22, 2009
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zycam.
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Been up since 9:30 shitting my brains out. I think it was the combination of Taco Bell + 4 egg rolls last night.
Being awake is helping me put a dent in listening to all this music I downloaded though.
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My face is feeling cold air for the first time in over a year. It's such an odd feeling.
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i'm going to be home alone for over a week
awesomeeeeeeeeee
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lane i think you meant to post that in the master cleanse thread
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hails
Posts: 3314
@ 11:17 PM Nov 22, 2009
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wahoo I'm getting a pair of glasses for free
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jesus
i just got a flat tire and i have a unique tire size so im going to have to buy 2 tires to replace the one.
theres $100
also i have rent due on the 1st which is $305
I don't get my first subbing check until the 8th
and I have hmmmm $41 in my bank account
fuuuuuuck
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second guessing major life decisions is totally not cool
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You are under a lot of stress, Danielle. Now is not the time to listen to yourself on something like that.
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Odd. I am the complete opposite.
I've only been eating once a day.
But I've been drinking lots every day.
That...I should probably stop that?
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In the past 2 hours I have eaten vegetable lasagna, a PB&J, a baked potato and now am eating a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch.
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Stop smoking so much weed? maybe?
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